Saturday, March 19, 2011

Why Me?

Why do I always end up facing the consequences of other peoples actions?
I hate you, I hate that you don't care, I hate that you act like you do. I hate you!
I really wouldn't give a shit right now if you just left, never spoke to me again, I can survive with out you.

Thursday, March 17, 2011


So I seem to keep stuffing up a lot lately. I don't know why I keep doing it. I think knowing I don't have a normal life with friends any more, or at all(?) is getting to me. I trusted people with things I never wanted to talk about, and now they're forgotten about me.

I can't help being so fucked up. I hate fucking people's lives up. I hate me. I hate what I do naturally. I just want to leave, make myself someone new, but that wont happen. I don't even know why I'm still here. I need to leave school, I only stayed because no one wanted me to go, and now they are too busy to even say hello.