Thursday, March 17, 2011


So I seem to keep stuffing up a lot lately. I don't know why I keep doing it. I think knowing I don't have a normal life with friends any more, or at all(?) is getting to me. I trusted people with things I never wanted to talk about, and now they're forgotten about me.

I can't help being so fucked up. I hate fucking people's lives up. I hate me. I hate what I do naturally. I just want to leave, make myself someone new, but that wont happen. I don't even know why I'm still here. I need to leave school, I only stayed because no one wanted me to go, and now they are too busy to even say hello.



  1. Sorry.
    I've gone off at you a bit these past few weeks, I shouldn't. It's just things are somewhat difficult at the moment with the way my minds been behaving. That's no excuse though. I shouldn't treat you like I have.
    I haven't been acting like much of a friend.

  2. You're not the only one.
    You have the right to be angry with me, I stuffed up the limo, I gave Liam your blog. I mean I hate myself for that, so you should aswell.

  3. You didn't stuff up the limo, not at all, and I probably overreacted. Don't hate yourself.