Thursday, April 29, 2010

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Yesterday was an unusual day... It was.. Awkward?... I don't know why though. Maybe because people know that I'm trying to be someone I'm not, but all in all I love the people around me. I don't think they realize how much I miss them or how grateful I am to have them as friends. Something is changing thought something I knew was coming but I didn't it to be anytime soon. We are all taking our separate lives we are no longer equal, we all have out hopes and dreams.... Well some people do. I'm not sure where I'm headed I don't want to take life as it comes too much, I want something to do, somewhere to go. I want all my worries to get on a plane and fuck off out of my life. But no matter how much I wish it won't happen because this isn't a movie this is reality, unfortunately there is no way to escape, no where to go.
So on another note; I;m thinking of leaving school and going to tafe I'm going to apply next week hopefully. i don't want anyone to know because everyone will somehow talk me out of it. I do want to leave school because I'm not getting anything out of it.
I'm getting by a few things as well lately:
- It seems my family is falling apart, they are all turning against each other.
- I have no one to talk to anymore, except you Mr. Blog, thank you for being here for me.
- I'm scared of having a party this year even though I really really want one. I don't want it to epically fail but I don't even know what to do, I can't really just invite friends over just to sit there for a couple hours... can I?

Ehh that's all for now I'm going now.
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Bye for now.

1 comment:

  1. Not uninteresting blog, for one.
    For two, I won't tell anyone, if you don't want me to, and I support your decision to leaving school, because if you don't enjoy it as much as you seem not to, anything might be better. I will miss you however, don't get me wrong.
    For three, I'm always here to talk, and I read your Mr. Blog, so if that's where you want to talk through, so be it.
    And I know what you mean about people getting their own dreams sorted. It seems like friendships are falling apart though because of it and I really miss that.