I'm going crazy, there's too much to think about so much that confuses me. Gahh, I wish school was over with. I wish I had a job. I wish I had something to describe who I am. I wish I had my own room. I wish I had my own place. I wish I lived down south or in the country somewhere, somewhere that no-one cares what you wear, or what you look like. I would love to be able to go out somewhere in trackies and a jumper and not get weird looks from EVERYONE that sees me.
I wish I could go out and not worry about how much I spend. I wish I knew what the future holds for me. I wish my families would all just talk so it wouldn't be so awkward for me. I wish I was someone else. Yeah I know I have a lot of things I'd wish for so maybe when I find a genie I'll wish for a couple hundred more wishes.
I wish everything was how it used to be, I wish my group of friends weren't falling apart. I wish it was like how it was at the end of year nine. I wish I went to high school with all my friends I grew up with. I wish Woodvale would get over their selves; they aren't that great of a school.
I don't understand why I have to put up with so much shit.
Everyone says I'm hell smart but I don't show it, and I guess it's true.
I love knowing that your always here for me, well you always say that anyway, it's gotten awkward lately, you've seemed to of forgotten the old times, it seems you are sick of it all and you've moved on, it's like the old times are now second possibly even last in your social life, and you've found something else. But I may just be tired and over reacting. Please tell me I am, because I really do miss the old times.
Bye for now.